Blogging to Vlogging - Yes? or No?

So, we have been contemplating on whether we should try vlogging instead. I know, I have been having trouble keeping a blog update and I'm thinking about Video Blogging now?! It takes time to video and edit and post and EVERYTHING...why right?

I have every intention of updating this blog but every time I try to write something, I find myself second guessing my every word - is it ok to be so honest and talking about how I really feel or should I try to write things that would please my friends and family. I don't want to upset anyone, I don't want to appear silly, I don't want to reveal too much etc....in the end, I don't know what should I post on my blog anymore.

My kids are hilarious human beings...really...they are... and I get so overwhelmed with things that are happening daily that sometimes I forget about what they say that was funny and forgot all those special moments. By the time I wanted or should write a blog about it, it loses the magic because....well, I'm tired and .... I couldn't quite recapture those funny moments AND writing in english is not my strongest point...

Ladybug wanted to be a Youtube star...surprise? not really. It is a 'hype' these days and I don't blame her wanting to be one. You never know until you try right? So I suggested to her to try and start recording...and she did. She was getting creative with the camera I gave her as well. It reminded me of my young self when I was in Minnesota. I did love recording and editing videos back then. I still do, but for different purpose now. I forgot how it feels to just be honest. I started to care how it would appear to people who watch it and eventually made me stop recording. 

I guess I want to exercise being confident in my own skin again. 

Or maybe just an outlet for me to express how I feel and to share how my life is without caring too much about how others might think. 

Not comparing with anyone else and accept that this is my current state but things could change easily.

So, I guess I'll start Vlogging... one video at a time, and see where that leads me to.